I wish...

I wish I could express the full way I feel... because everytime I think I know, something happens to change my mind.

I'm so confused about Francis.

And I thought Kev liked me, but now I'm not so sure.

He's a great friend, but I don't like him that way, and it would be too long distance.

I don't know if I'm 100% over Yung.

I'm so worried about Claire. She's ill as well now, and it's NOT migraines like she says.

I'm worried about Mew too. He's also ill, and isn't getting himself checked out.

Tiri's mum is being a bitch. And I don't know how, Tiri is honestly one of the few people I know who you simply CAN'T be a bitch too, they're too nice.

Drama really upset Lauren. Well it upset all of us, but especially Lauren, she worked SO hard on that scene and got absolutely NO recognition for it.

I hate being able to see both sides of the story.

I hate trying to be in charge, I hate being in charge, and I hate not being in charge.

Drama really upset be in more ways that one.

It made me feel sick in more ways than one.

I hate my past.

I hate how I feel.

I hate how people care about me, and I hate it when they don't.

I wish I could make sense of it all.