The Feeling Inside

Yes, another deep post... but it gets lighter later on, don't worry =L

As I grew up, I felt strong. Of course I got upset, of course I got angry, I'm only human, but I felt like I could cope with things. Then I got ill, and things changed. Slowly, I felt less like I could cope. Things felt out of my control, and my emotions were all over the place. I felt frustrated, isolated, useless, worthless, like there was no point. It took a while, but eventually, I managed to start dealing with these feelings. Sometimes I'd still break down in public, or do something stupid, but gradually, I felt more and more in control. And finally, last week, I felt free from all those emotions. I now feel like I did before. Of course I'm going to get upset, angry, worried, but I can cope with it. Life is good, even when it's crap! My mum always told me "Life's a bitch, and then you die," but it's not, it can be a bitch, but the good moments make it so much better =)

A slightly short post, but I shall leave it there for now... X Factor is on! And wish me good luck for my job interview on Tuesday xD